

Well my little guy has been with me for one month now. It has been a hard road getting him here and it
hasn't been very easy since bringing him home. He is a wonderful and beautiful baby that I adore but having four children all very close in age and all very dependent on me has proven to be a challenge.
Jt has been refusing to potty train at all and this has been very frustrating specially since I have two in diapers, something I have never had to deal with before. The girls have been pretty great but
JT has been crazy. He wants so much attention since the baby has come home and he gets it by, flooding the kitchen with water from the fridge, coloring with permanent marker on the carpet, furniture, himself, flushing objects down toilets, getting food for himself out of the pantry all day long, and the list goes on. I am nursing as well and the baby wants all my time which is understandable but difficult. I am sleep deprived as
you can see in the picture. The baby we believe is a bit colicky so the afternoons can become very difficult as he cries a lot some days and I might not be giving him enough milk so I might have to start supplementing him with formula after he nurses. Bryce also has a clogged tear duct in his left eye which makes his eye goopy at times and he keeps getting little boogers stuck in his nose that make him snort so much while he nurses and this makes it even more difficult for me to sleep. All in all I wouldn't change a thing, I love my kids and love the chaos.